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cloud_juice
21 October 2011 @ 06:16 pm
i secretly hate it when people play my guitar.
 
 
cloud_juice
12 September 2011 @ 05:21 am
starting to really like singapore airlines.
 
 
cloud_juice
20 August 2011 @ 04:10 pm
When is it when you finally realise that you have to let go even though there is nothing to fall back on?
Feels like my severing email cut everything and leaves me with nothing. My golden ticket, I ripped it up. The ticket to the fast life and getting to know people who have led unbelievably rambunctious existences, seeing the grit as I've always wanted to see it. It had to all rest on a ridiculously unreliable person, and it made me nervous about the future, like a person playing 4D.


Feels like i've cut the ropes, and all I have to prove for it is a few jolts of retail therapy, a few pieces of flimsy fabric and animal rings.
 
 
cloud_juice
29 June 2011 @ 12:36 pm
our soon-to-be new president is the chairman of the biggest press company SPH.
They produce 18 different newspapers in English, Chinese, Malay and Tamil.


If this doesn't set off alarm bells about what you are reading right now in ST, i don't know what will.

I believe in the power of the media as an independent entity. I was taught this way. You guys taught me the importance of democracy, 12 years the power of the vote, the freedom of the press. But when i come face to face with it on my own soil, why does it feel like plastic?

On a side note, its hard to be a GP teacher.
 
 
Current Mood: confusedconfused
 
 
cloud_juice
23 June 2011 @ 05:05 pm
I wonder if people've been in that situation where they want to send an email, or a text, to some person, but they never think they should be doing it, because its the other person's turn. But you also don't want to wait.

Is this it? Is this when the friendship dies because its too much effort? Its good because it means that you're thinking of that person. But its not, because it should not be this tiring.

My whole year has been like this. Almost. Person after person.

:(
 
 
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
 
 
 
cloud_juice
17 June 2011 @ 04:12 am
my freuduan slip reveals that my mind has changed
 
 
Current Music: mumford & sons
 
 
cloud_juice
15 June 2011 @ 06:56 pm
I'm getting impatient and all, and I only hope to hear good news.
I HATE TIME ZONES. And i cannot sleep.
 
 
cloud_juice
11 June 2011 @ 12:25 am
spoke to swedish people about swedish music
spoke to the same people with a tear in their eye, someone I didn't even know
had wine with ice in
sitting on the balcony of my new house, drinking some wine and talking about now, talking about someone who captures her heart, today
saying bye to someone, knowing its not goodbye, even though there is a high chance it is
saying bye to a boy on a pink bike, saying bye for the summer, maybe for a long time
nightmares about murderers with guns
finally accepting who i am temporarily.

worrying about tumours
Sleeping in an empty room

All is beautiful, and at peace.
 
 
cloud_juice
30 May 2011 @ 01:34 pm
nothing is making sense right now. I don't know if i should go home quicker or just stay here for a few more days, because after all, all i'm doing is sleeping all day.

Maybe i should stay. Packing will be a bitch.
 
 
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
 
 
cloud_juice
29 May 2011 @ 12:50 am
Read me poetry in spanish, and i'm running against time and up the hills of unfamiliarity
well this is just a fancy